a hello from imelda.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I am falling in love with myself, and I want to help others love themselves too In my entire life, I have suffered very suffocating insecurity. I always have the negative minds surrounding me all the times. That brings me to insomnia. Reminded of my past for I have experience bullying, it brought me to the lowest self-esteem. Experiencing 10 years of being bullied gave me strength against bullying. I feel safe now, because of my new friends that bring positivity and support when I am down. I notice that society really affects to one's personality. Slowly, I stand up and on my way building the best version of myself. I believe in processes, nothing can be made instantly. I was not a patient person, and nowadays I learn to give love and attentions to other human beings. Hoping that someday I can be a worthy person. ---------------------...

I am kind of doubtful to write again... Once, I was a dreamer. I stand up myself for the journey of my own. I dream big. My journey started from here, to the Neverland. A prince came up to me, gave his heart, and my heart said: "This is what I've waited so long." He shares his life, through the good and bad. And, one day, I realized, my dreams has been burned away. It ain't his mistake, for god sake. I am mistaken. The endorphin has chased away my dreams. The emptiness in my life, get me feel like I am locked in the darkness space. I have nothing to see. I am laying myself down, gazing to the stars, and start muttering: "I have lost myself." I get up, and stand up, start walking to the direction of my destination... Sometimes, my bare foot stumble over the stones. But, I keep looking forward.